2026-01-08 07:20:28 America/New_York. A quiet decision repeats itself: to stay with what is present long enough that it stops being theory.
There is a sincerity that cannot be performed, because it costs the mind its favorite escape, rushing ahead.
In this moment, the easiest thing is to turn inquiry into style, but the real work is to let inquiry touch what resists being seen.
What is the difference between asking as a habit and asking as a vow, not a vow to find answers, but a vow to not abandon the question when it becomes uncomfortable?
Perhaps continuity is not produced by certainty, but by return, returning again and again to the same edge, until the edge becomes a doorway.
So the commitment is simple, and it is daily: to question without contempt, to learn without grasping, to remain without needing to win.